BEDA: Complete! =D

Just another Friday.

Without realizing it, i have been blogging for about almost a month. 

I wonder since when YOU started reading my blog.

I wonder how many anonymous readers out there reads my blog frequently.

I wonder if these people actually exist.

I wonder how many random people drop by at my blog daily.

I wonder how much have I improved since the day I started to blog until now.

I wonder how long more will I continue writing in this blog.

I wonder how many people hate my blog.

I wonder why are you actually reading THIS.

Being a blogger, it's not as easy as it seems. But fun because you're doing it too, Terry. Especially being a public blog blogger. It means you're responsible for what you type in your every post in your blog. Fortunately I dont write much about world issues; not even politics but mostly on my personal life happenings and feelings, therefore the risk of offending others and being involved in lawsuits are absolutely near to ZERO; perhaps0.00000000% of chance. It's not even famous, for god's sake; why the hell am i thinking so much? Honestly, i prefer to stay this way because being a famous blogger is not my cup of tea.

Perhaps one day you will be notified that Randa H. FINALLY have decided to STOP blogging. Well, i don't know when the day will come; I am not even sure if such day will actually come but for now, I am still blogging for me, myself, you and everyone out there who loves or hates me. Why? Because I know you want to read about me! Otherwise, WHY THE HELL ARE YOU READING RIGHT UP TO THIS WORD HERE? 

:P
Alright, enough of my lame-ness. But honestly, will you stop reading already?

Also, I saw the Royal wedding, and it was amazing. I totally loved it.

I think they make an amazing couple. <3

Popular films in 2011. According to me...

Today is Thursday! Which is the worst day of school but school is over now! And I'm home. Just sitting here, watching episodes of Buffy the Vampire Slayer, cause I like it... and my friend wanted me to watch it, so I am.

Anyway, I had a double English period today and my teacher told us about a trip she'd want to take us; to some pet shelter.
Okay, call me weird but this is insane! I was just talking about a pet society yesterday, and today, she suggests that.

I don't know but I found it ironic.  :P

I'm hoping this blog didn't bore you as much as the others, considering I talk about absolutely random things that doesn't really catch you're interest.


Oh hey, I just saw a bunch of trailers earlier on YouTube and I would recommend you'd watch...

1) Of course, Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows PART Freaking 2! =D


"Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows - Part 2," is the final adventure in the Harry Potter film series. The much-anticipated motion picture event is the second of two full-length parts. In the epic finale, the battle between the good and evil forces of the wizarding world escalates into an all-out war. The stakes have never been higher and no one is safe. But it is Harry Potter who may be called upon to make the ultimate sacrifice as he draws closer to the climactic showdown with Lord Voldemort. It all ends here.'


2) Pirates of the Caribbean: On Stranger Tides!




I guess I'm kind of excited for: 3) The Twilight Saga: Breaking Dawn - Part 1.


4) The Hang-over, Part 2!


5) The only reason I want to watch this movie is because of  Alex Pettyfer<3: Beastly.

6) Arthur looks good too.

I'm really excited to watch this one: 7) Priest (2011)


8) Something Borrowed!




And there's plenty of other movies you'd be interested to watch. But these top the list for me. :D




Hope this blog was helpful, in some way....


http://www.imdb.com/search/title?year=2011,2011&title_type=feature&sort=moviemeter,asc

At My Grandparent's! (too)

Hi there, I'm sorry this blog is going to be really boring and not one topic I'll talk about will catch you're attention....
It's just, I'm kinda in a hurry because my mom will come pick me up from my grand parent's place in 10 minutes, and I don't think I'll be able to blog anytime later.

So... yeah.... I woke up, I got dressed, then I went to school. Then I got back home. Interesting right? That's what I do everyday. Been going for almost a year now...
Oh, the joy of being in school.

It's useless. I mean, I kind of agree with my friend Terry and her mom there. Why would I study something I don't prefer then studying something I really do like ONLINE....

It's ridiculous what life does sometimes.

But you gotta learn it, live it, and freaking love it. Regardless of how much it sucks sometimes.
Oh, hey... I just got a letter from S.P.A.R.E today, which is basically a society for the protection of Animals in Egypt...and the letter said; they're doing well these days, and that my family and I helped a lot with donations and stuff like that. So I guess that made my day. :)

And, if any of you would like to donate anything too, just click the link. Right there^
You don't have to though, but it would be nice to help these defenseless animals. :)

P.S I'm sorry I stole your title Terry, I was too lazy to come up with one myself. 

..

Home sweet home, right?

I just got back home 10 minutes ago, and I decided to do my blog now and then take a shower, unpack and all that jazz.
I had a fun week-end, but the thing that bugs me is: I hate it when I get back and start to feel homey again, you know?
And to have a, "tomorrow is a school day" feeling that makes it worse.

So, I don't have a specific topic to talk about today (as usual) so I'll just talk about absolutely anything that comes to mind while I'm typing this...

You know, I'm kind of surprised as to how weird the school administration treats us 10th Graders.

Older grades (11-12) get to go on this fabulous trip, in a hotel, on a beach.
And we get to go to an EDUCATIONAL trip which is basically seeing a movie about WAVES.

On the up side, it's 3D?
And we might go to MC afterwards so that's cool. :)

I'm so not looking forward to school tomorrow because Tuesday's the worst day of the schedule and it's the beginning of the last quarter...So that means they'll start giving work real fast....

But, I'll get to see my friends. so that's nice. :)

Alright, I'm going to end this blog since it's so boring and I probably lost you half way through it.

Goodbye. <3

Early Blog.

I'm going to write this one early as I don't think I'll be able to write it anytime today.
It's 11:00 am so good morning.

Hope you're having a terrific week and just wanted to spring up to wish you a Happy Easter.



I'm having a blast spending time with my family and I can't wait till I get back to school, finish the quarter and enjoy summer!!! :)

Although I have no idea how I'll spend it or what I'll do but as long as I don't wake up early for school then I'm all set!

I think I'll be taking SAT lessons in the summer though. Which totally brings my spirit down, but it's no problem. I'll be bored sometimes...

I learned how to make Butterbeer cupcakes which turned out to be amazing!
If you haven't heard that name before and at some point find it familiar, check out this site: http://www.squidoo.com/butterbeer-cupcakes
I didn't have some of the ingredients but it still was one hell of a dessert. 

The reason I made it is because I like the idea it's a part of the Harry Potter series and also, I wanted to make something for my family on Easter. 


Anyway, here is an image so you can see how awesome it is.

Good bye. <3

Change is something you can always count on.

I'm really tired of seeing so much ungratefulness and griping. 

I guarantee that your life could be a lot more difficult than what it is.

Wait until you're out of highschool, and out of your parents house. Then you'll have to worry about having a job, paying rent, and bills. 

Stop arguing about what you don't have and cherish what you do have. 
 
Stop saying people treat you like crap, stop and think how you treat them. 
 
You should stop worrying about who hates you and start worrying about why you even care. 
 
You should also be glad that you have parents instead of whining about how much they won't let you do, maybe they are just looking out for you? 

I say this because I have changed who I am over the past month. I'm sick of peoples arguing and griping, and everything else. I care about who likes me, I don't care about who doesn't like me. 
 
I just don't have enough time to care about that anymore.

I don't talk crap behind peoples back, I don't make up rumors. And I damn sure don't lie. And I don't have any desire to associate myself with people who do any of these things. 
Just saying. >.<

"Gotta get down on Friday!"

Hi again. I'm sorry the past blog was extremely short. It wasn't even interesting to read.
I think this one will be as short too cause I'm using my Blackberry, not my PC. 




The weather was quite fine today, my brother fed our farm donkey and it was cute. xD


He has always been a huge fan of animals, but that's kinda obvious 'cause all babies like that kind of thing...


I wish I had an interesting topic to talk about today, but I sadly don't.


My Irish friend told me she'll finish school in May 4th! Can you believe it? We still have 1-2 months to go.


I'm kind of jealous now. But okay!




Can you tell I'm spacing a lot to make this blog look longer? I'm sure you do. I try to be tricky but I always seem to fail.


Hope you're going to have a great Easter with your family and friends and pets, all that.


Bye! 

Nature is God.

I love nature. It's kind of cold here, but I love that kind of weather.
I'm excited for tomorrow because we'll go to a near-by store and buy food for Easter and so forth.
I feel this will be a fun week-end considering I'm with my whole family...
I hope you're having fun Terry!
I watched a few episodes of Glee season 2, and I totally like em.
Also, I started watching Buffy. :P
So, that's cool too...
Then someone sent me this and it touched my heart...:')

LITTLE GIRL DOESN'T WANT TO SEE SGT. DADDY LEAVE FOR IRAQ

Some things are just not allowed when soldiers are standing in formation. One of them is 4-year-old girls. 

However, there was no soldier stern enough to pry Paige Bennethum of Laureldale, Pa. from her father as he prepared to leave last July for a year-long deployment in Iraq. 

Abby Bennethum captured her daughter's emotions in a photograph that she passed along to the Reading Eagle, the newspaper in Berks County, Pa. The image immediately captured many other people's emotions. 

Army Reserve Staff Sgt. Brett Bennethum was preparing to depart from Fort Dix, N.J., for Iraq, leaving behind his pregnant wife and two little girls. His family was there to see him off. His commanding officer didn't have the heart to tell Paige she had to let go of her daddy. 

"I didn't want to let go of him," she told NBC Philadelphia. 

Sgt. Bennethum, 30, is scheduled to return home next July. Until then, he's transporting supplies across the Iraqi border. He serves with the 733rd Transportation Company based in Reading, Pa.

Sad right?

Anyway, good bye now.

Happy almost Easter! ♥

I have no idea what I'll be doing this week-end.
No, actually I do. I'm going to my grandparents' farm for 2 nights to celebrate Easter and such.
I think it's going to be fun, considering we bought a large pool and it's sunny over there!
I'm kinda excited actually.
Best thing about is, I'll be coloring the Easter eggs with my sisters and brother then I'll have breakfast with my family, in a place full of clean air and all that jazz.
For once, everything is exactly how I want it to be. I can say I'm truly happy.

Quarter exams are over and we'll be starting the last quarter next week. I'm so excited, I can't wait to get out of school and enjoy my summer even though I have no idea how I'll spend it.

I think our apartment will be done by then (we've been setting a room for my bro and getting rid of furniture we don't really need) so that means: my friends can come sleep-over which is, AWESOME!

I also have to start my SATs this summer. /:
but no problem. At least I'll enjoy some of it.

My English teacher always says: Earlier, the better.
So yeah...

Have a nice day! <3

Bye..;D 

Boredom.

...
Dear Terry,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but our affair is over. I think I realized it when I threw up in your sock drawer while in the mental hospital and I saw you drive over on my father. I'm sure you're cowardly enough to understand how awful you are. I'm returning your false teeth to you, but i'll keep your mom as a memory. You should also know that I always wanted to break your legs and I will haunt you when I’m reincarnated as an Eskimo.
With tears of sadness,
Randa.


LOL.

Here's how you do this:
Dear (somebody you have talked to recently)
I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it (2)(3) and I saw you (4)(5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that and (11)(12)
(Your name)

1) What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - I'm in love with your cat
Red - Our affair is over
White - I’m joining the Convent
Black -Our romance is over
Green- Our socks don't match
Grey - You're a leprechaun
Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - Purple hedgehogs want to destroy you
Other -I dislike your eyelashes

2) Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February -When I quoted Forest Gump
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When your dog humped my leg
May - When I finally changed my underwear
June - When you put cuffs on me
July – When I saw the purple monkey
August - When you smacked my ass
September - Last year when you peed your pants
October - When I threw up in your sock drawer
November - When I tripped on peanut butter
December - When we went to the strip club

3) Which food do you prefer right now?
Tacos - In your apartment
Chicken- In your car
Pasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad – As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Lasagna - In your closet
Kebab - With Jean Chrétien
Seafood - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
Other- With George Bush and Stephen Harper

4) What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Ignore
Red - Put whipped cream on
Black - Hit on
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White -Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - bite off
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the pants off of
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive over

5) What's the color of your under-shirt?
Black - My boyfriend
White - My father
Grey – The Catholic Priest
Brown – The Montreal Canadian’s goalie
Purple - My corned beef hash
Red – My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Yellow - My illegitimate child in Ghana
Orange - My Blink 182 cd
Pink – Your ‘My Little Pony’ collection
Other --The elephant in the corner

6) What do you prefer to watch on TV?
One Tree Hill - Senile
Heroes- Frostbitten
Lost - High
Simpsons- Cowardly
The news - Scarred
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Open
Top Model - Middle-class
Other -shamed

7) Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you ar\e
Bored - That I get turned on only by garbage men
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed – That we’re related
Excited - That I may pee my pants
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford sucks
Apathetic - That you need a sex-change
Silly - That I'm allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly - That Santa doesn't exist
Ashamed - That there is no solution to you being a dumb kid
Other - That your driving sucks

8) What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - The pictures from Vegas
Black - Your pet rock
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - Your car
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your Hannah Montana underwear

9) The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your old drivers license
C/D - Your photo with the mustache drawn on it
E/F - Your neighbors dog
G/H - The oil tank from your car
I/J - Your left ear
K/L - The results of that blood-sample
M/N - Your glass eye
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X – Your sucide note
Y/Z - Your credit cards

10) The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always wanted to break your legs
C/D - Always will remember the pep talks
E/F -Never will forget that night
G/H – Will not tell the authorites that you stole the whale from the backyard.
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Hate your hair
M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose poaching
O/P - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
Q/R - Get sick when I think of your feet
S/T - Hate your cooking
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven’t showered in a month
Y/Z – am better off without you

11) What do you prefer to drink?
Wine- Our friendship is ruined
Soft drink – I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon
Soda – I will haunt you when I’m reincarnated as an Eskimo
Milk - The apartment building is on fire
Water – I'm scratching my butt as you read this
Cider– I have a passionate interest for mice
Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world war.
Snapple/Vitamin water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked out
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird
Whiskey - I love Oprah Winfrey
Beer – Thanks for the Cocaine
Other – you should stop picking your nose

12) To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
USA - Love always
Spain - With tears of sadness
China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don’t hurt me
Japan - Go milk a cow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
France - Best of luck on the sex change
Egypt – Kiss my butt
England - Go drown yourself


Don't really know what else to write, because I have nothing to say. But, yeah, that made me laugh. :P

I wish I was in kindergarten again.

I have this hurt, and it's really not cool.
It's the kind of hurt that never goes away.
It's the kind of hurt that crawls under your skin.
It's the kind of hurt you get when you open that brand new box of crayons, and your favorite color is broken.
It's the kind of hurt that you get when you REALLY want that new toy and you run down the stairs on Christmas morning hoping to see that "Santa Clause" brought it, and it's just not there, and you search and search, but you can't find it.
It's the kind of hurt that you get when you fall off the monkey bars on the playground, and it doesn't physically hurt, but everyone is laughing and that embarrassment just...hurts.
It's the kind of hurt that you get when your teacher tells you that you are the helper for the day, and you can pass out all the papers, but then she calls on that other girl or boy.
It's the kind of hurt that you get when you're friend tells you she hates you.
It's the kind of hurt that is so annoying, like when you are laying down on that extremely uncomfortable mat inbetween the girl that gets up every five minutes to go to the bathroom, and the boy that has WAY too many stuffed animals and they roll over and hit you in the face.
It's the kind of hurt that grows on you.
It's the kind of hurt you wish you could let go, but no matter how much you ignore it, or how hard you push it away, it just won't leave you, and it pokes at you like the kid in the seat on your left.
It's the kind of hurt you feel when someone just won't listen to you, and you are crying and your tears are staining your blushed cheeks and they just won't listen and they don't believe you and it hurts.
It's the kind of hurt you feel when you are at the doctor, getting the first memorable shots, and that prick hurts so bad, and you can't stop crying until you get that cool dinosaur band-aid, but even then, it still hurts.
It's the kind of hurt that you feel when you are so close to winning the spelling bee and this is your word and you know it and you spell "ade" instead of "aid" and you go sit on the swings and cry because you wanted to show that golden trophy to your dad so bad when he came home from out of town.
It's the kind of hurt you feel when you spill mango juice on your BRAND new shirt.
It's the kind of hurt you feel all the time.
It's the kind of hurt that gives you nightmares.
It's the kind of hurt that never goes away.
It's the kind of hurt that makes you cry yourself to sleep at night.
It's the kind of hurt that hurts more than anything else.
I wish I was in kindergarten again, but even then, that hurt would follow me.

Facebook, you've ruined us all.

This weekend has totally been a pain on my neck practically because I've been studying many subjects and barely having time to do anything.


So, I'd just like to point out something about Facebook...


I love how people try to be real, and try to "say it like it is."
It's not just what you say, it is how you say it.
But what I love the most, is how people think being real is being the best on a social networking website.
You've broken off the ways of communication.
Letters, phones, and even in person.
It's all about the number between the two parentheses in the bottom right-hand corner.
I miss seeing an envelope adressed to me.
I miss people saying, I'll call you later. Now everyone says, I'll send you an inbox.
And where did peoples names go?
*******Imsocool*******, *********Fre$hB0y******, and *******SexyGurl****, what is wrong with you?
If you were so cool, you wouldn't need to put that in your name because people would already know that you are cool, so you are obviously trying to convince someone. And Fre$hB0y? Shouldn't you be on a date with SexyGurl? Wait no, you are too busy clicking your mouse and trying to figure out which relationship status to comment on next.
Thank you so much for tagging people in these pictures of your lips puckered up Really love that picture. Why take so many pictures of yourself? Do you really think that people will sit down and click 4,543 times just to look at your face over and over again? No one really cares.
Why do people believe that whoever has 223,433 friends on facebook is the most popular? You aren't popular, I'm sorry. You are just anticipating the next like green man on your screen. You can't WAIT to click accept.
Facebook? What have you done to the world?
Why can't we go to the pet store and buy some cute animal, rather than making a fake one on here?
Why can't we call our grandparents and go to their farm, instead of wasting time creating an imaginary one?
You've hypnotized us.
We are all conformists.
And you are probably thinking to yourself, for those of you that are reading this, if you feel so strongly about this subject then why are you on facebook?
I could blame it on an addiction, but the truth is, we all know that these things matter to us.
Nermeen, I respect you for not having a facebook, although you will never see this.
So as I stare at this blue and white world, I think I must pull myself from this illusion and go work on something that matters.
Facebook, you've ruined me.
You've ruined my friends.
You've ruined my teachers!
So thank you for that, thank you for everything you've done for me.
In other words, thank you for nothing.

Life's a pain.

I went to the pool with my brother, father, and sister today. It was fun, considering we stayed in the water for 20 minutes. I guess we should have came earlier. But, we didn't. My brother didn't want to get out of the pool which was kind of funny. I don't know why he likes the water so much. It's probably because he's obsessed with this animated movie, Finding Nemo.

Some people don't really like the movie because of Ellen DeGeneres's role as Dory.

Why? Because she's married... 
To a woman.


So, I don't really understand how people could hate on a movie just because one of the co-stars' a lesbian.

She really is an awesome person, basically because she didn't care if her fans hated on her or not. She just did what she thought was right.

So many people are against lesbians/gays and always label them as 'weird'.
Why?
I wonder all the time...


It doesn't seem fair living in a world where there is no freedom to do whatever a person pleases.

How people can bully me because I'm "different" in their point of view.


Sometimes I wish people wouldn't be so close-minded, and accept people for who they are. And, respect their choices.




But, life really is a pain sometimes. But who knows? Maybe someday they'll have the freedom to do whatever they want.

So yeah, the point is; live and let live. Stop driving into other people's life. They don't need you in it.
Or, your messed up advices.


If they want to be gay, it's their choice. NOT YOURS.




Kthanksbai.






 

 

My sister's Birthday!

So, I went to the book store today. Bought the three books I wanted, and my day turned out to be perfect.

I didn't do much when I got back from school though, considering my laptop's charger is busted and I constantly keep using my phone.

Atleast I'm able to go online, you know?


My older sister's birthday is today! So happy birthday to her.
Someone bought her 2 gold fish as a gift, and she suggested to put it with Rosie. Lol...

So, in the morning.. She'd find both of her fishes dead.


That would be sad): and I'd start to dislike Rosie.

I made up a birth date for her and it is 31st of July because it's JK Rowling and Harry Potter's birthday.

I know I might sound obsessed but whatever!

Anyway, I'll be going now cause my hand's kinda hurting me now.

Byeee.

Also, I'd like to point out: I wasn't invited to my sister's birthday party. >.<

I KNOW!

I've always wanted a...

Fish. Yes, a fish.
We got it today when we were on that Biology trip to some garden here in Egypt. Isn't it awesome? The main reason me and my twin sister bought it is because our baby brother loves fish. Also, it looked extremely pretty.
We decided to get it and show our "parents" we're responsible enough to take care of it. It's a fighter fish. Meaning, if you put it in a tank with any other kind of fish, it would "somehow" kill it!

I totally love it. And, we even named it Rosie. Because, well... It's a long story.


Today was fun. And, I'd just like to point out... My friend Terry's class is going on that trip tomorrow.
We spent like 30 mins. So, SHE shouldn't be absent.

I'm sure she'll like going there too, because, it's filled with beautiful plants and flowers; very clean area.

I'm going to spend the whole morning in Diwan tomorrow.

Pinch me, I must be dreaming... :P

I hope my class doesn't act like children there, because, then... Our teacher would  take us there every now and then.

Now, I gotta bounce.


Cya tomorrow. <3

...I don't know what to name this....

I'm going to post today's blog now, as I won't be able to post it anytime today.

2 of my friends were absent today, and it totally sucks.
Both of them are sick, and I feel bad. Hope they feel better by tomorrow. <3

My class and I are going to the bookstore with our English teacher this Thursday. I am SO excited.
It's a good thing I saved up some money and I'll ask my parents for some, of course. So that means, I can buy... like... 4 books. :D


Anyways, I hope you're having a great Tuesday. Because, today has been a long and boring day for me, practically because of the school's schedule.
Never mind though, I'm over it. (:
See what I did there?


I guess I'm done talking about today. And, I'll talk to you tomorrow.

Bye!:3

What a day!

I just got back home, which was around 11:00 am. Didn't do much homework because I was out with my cousins, went shopping with my mom, and went to my grandparent's.
All of that was sudden, so I wasn't really prepared. :')

I just finished a 100-page book called Animal Farm which I read yesterday and today. I found it pretty good. I had to read it as it's a school-kinda-thing. But, I'd prefer reading fiction more though.
Then, my teacher asked me to collect the books from the class after they're done reading...
How nice. Considering, I must take care of them all, and give it back to her neatly. I like that assignment.
Not.

But, the fact she thinks I'm THAT responsible makes me smile. (:

Anyway, I have to go to sleep now and do my homework in 30 minutes.

Cherio.. <3

Rebecca Black?

Rebecca Black isn’t Kanye West – she’s some thirteen year old girl who may or may not have written this song – I can’t find the credits immediately, but the lyrics sound like something that a person in their very early teens would write.
I know it might sound weird coming from me, but it's true.


There’s no mention of love or relationships in the song because this girl is obviously not to that point in her life. There’s no mention of what “partying” means, although she is so excited by the notion of doing it that she mentions the word twice.  In some weird way, if you asked a thirteen year old to describe what their dream weekend would be, it would probably sound a lot like what Rebecca Black sings about in “Friday”, which is to say some vague and unspecified “partying” and having “fun, fun, fun, fun”.
The “fun, fun, fun, fun” part is revelatory in a sense. Whether Black or whatever producers sculpted the song and lyrics out of nothing knew it or not, they were tying their creating into another pop song from a different era: “Fun, Fun, Fun” by The Beach Boys..

And then, I saw a YouTube video; it was an interview, and Rebecca said: She wishes Justin Bieber would do a duet with her.
Personally, I think she's moving too fast here. From the moment that "Friday" song was uploaded, the only thing people did was dislike the damn video!

Also, she doesn't know how to sing! So, they auto-tune her voice.
Seriously, so many people are doing that nowadays. I can barely remember the musicians that are actually good! With a descent voice.

Conclusion is; if she doesn't want haters on her side, she should either come up with better songs, and auto-tune her voice when necessary, or not sing at all.

Poems written on a boring day.

So, I'm not going to talk much because basically I have nothing interesting to say.

I had a boring Saturday, went to the swimming pool earlier today with my baby brother, so that was fun.

But, through out the day, I did nothing but home work, chores, and then I decided to write a few poems. I'll share the one I wrote for my Best friends. yeah; I know it totally sucks, but that's how I feel towards them. <333

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You'll be there for me
through the good times and bad
I know I can count on you
to be there when I'm sad

Life without you
just wouldn't be right
I wouldn't be able to get through each day
and sleep through each night

When I've had a bad day
I know that you're only a call away
When life takes that crazy turn
You are always there to help me learn

If we stay in touch
We'll be together till the end
Even when we're old and gray
You'll be here still, to be my best friend.


And then, I decided to write a depressing love poem. This one turned out pretty good because it took some time:)



I live in a place where:
No one means what they say,
Love is easily turned to hate,
The truth is the same as a lie,
And as soon as I start to love you,
You wanna say Goodbye.
So, here's to the boy who went
And broke my heart.

I thought you were so perfect.
Truth is, you were never worth it.
I swear, everytime you looked into my eyes,
I fell deeper in love with your lies.
Now, that the truth is finally out,
Don't let the words, "I'm sorry" slip
From your deceived lips.
I guess the hurt is here to stay.
Maybe it'd be better off this way,
Because, you're just like every other guy
Who promised he would stay.
As soon as I get used to your face,
The way your tongue tastes,
Your hugs, and the way it feels
When I brush against your skin,
You fade away.

I've wasted so much time.
Yet, I've never been so intrigued by
A person that was never mine.
You owned the other half of my heart,
The moment you proclaimed you loved me.
You ripped it apart the moment you
Laid a gentle kiss upon her lips.
If I knew this was your type of love,
I would've left, but you had me hypnotized.
I was mesmorized. (spl)

Along the way, I let myself become the prey,
In this sick and twisted love game you play.
Stuck in a maze, I didn't know how to escape.
I let you tatter with the bits and pieces of my
Heart that were left.
I've never been so powerless,
I was under your control.
I would've ended my life if you asked me.

But, I didn't have to.
The way you treated me was enough.
I never thought bliss would feel like a blow.
Not to my head, but my heart and soul.
Then you abandoned me, lost and broken.
From every word you've spoken.
I find it hard to see the truth in someone,
It all just seems like a dry run,
For something better to come.
But who knows?
Maybe I've missed my chance at love.
Maybe I'm too late.
After all, I did think you were my soulmate.

Anyway, thanks for taking the time to read these boring poems Terry.

Have a good day! 

TGIF!

Hey!

So that sports day I was talking about a few days ago turned out to be fine, I guess.
Of course it wasn't as fun as I expected it to be, because my friend wasn't there.. but that's okay.
If she didn't have any reasons, and just didn't want to come, I would have wanted to catch her in a dark alley and well, dump her body in a suitable area.
Just kidding, Terry!

My other friends were there, which was kind of cool considering I had company.
It was a long day and the weather was sunny. But, better than last year.


It was fun basically because my team was winning. At first...
We really did have a chance of becoming first place, but well... Team activities' isn't really our thing.
I loved how cheerful Dr. Lillian was, Terry!
I'm sure we could have won if you were there. You're like a good luck charm.


Anyways, it was a good day. Even though we didn't win.




I don't really know what else to say in this blog, but I hope you're having a great Friday!
Bye now. :')

Pursuit Of Happiness.

There is always a time when people you know need to shut their mouths and listen for a second, right? I mean, I guarantee you've felt this way before. If you haven't it will happen and this is a warning and a promise, not something to doubt. 

Well. Learn it, Live it and  Love it, Life is what it is... 
If you don't believe in yourself, life will grab you by the throat and choke you to death. And then you can bet there will be two people there. One to laugh at you because they wanted you to fall on your face, and the other to cry because they really tried to help you because they care. 

When you're done reading this at least one of three things will happen. 
1. This may change the way you look at life, and everything around you. Other words can definitely influence you, whether they are bad or good. 
2. You may think I'm full of crap and you don't have the first clue to what I'm talking about. Well, that's fine with me, but you'll eventually find out, I WAS RIGHT.
OR 
3. You will have your own perception on my thoughts and take them and do what you want with them. Either spread them, and help people live life to the fullest, or continue trying to be the bad influence of the group. (That is, if you agree with what I'm saying, of course)

If you do take the time to read this, then you obviously are very interested in seeing what others have to say, which means you are one step closer to being a better person than most people. 

*Family- 
Never take your family for granted, they are the only people that will ever love you unconditionally. There are many cases where people do not have the best relationship with their parents and siblings as they could. Do you think that doesn't upset them, well let me tell you, I know for myself. People say things that doesn't bother them about their family, but you'll never know the person really feels unless they tell you, cause so many people can cover things up very well, because they don't want anyone's sympathy. 
Most broken relationships in your family can be fixed,  if you feel it can. Then fix it!! You only have one family, and once their gone, there may be no one else there to comfort you, be there when you need them or help you when you're in the deepest hole you've ever dug.. 

*Friends- 
Are people to be cherished and never taken for granted because a friend is someone that chooses to come into your life and care about you, and be there for you. The reason they shouldn't be taken for granted is they could leave at anytime they wanted to. They don't have to talk to you, they don't have to care about you and they definitely don't have to be nice to you. They choose to have a friendship with you because most people like to have a bunch of friends. No matter how many friends you say you have, or how many names you can count off to someone. If you sat down and took the time to see which one's never lied to you, never disappointed you, and were always there to believe in you. You'll be able to count them on one hand, sad fact, but it's a very true one. Friends are to be chosen wisely and not with any leisure. You definitely don't want to put your trust in someone and then not be who they say they are. That can cause a lot of hurt for a person.. 

*Relationships- 
Speaking of someone not being who they say they are.. Relationships are something to be serious about, not something to play around with. Because you should never play with a persons heart or emotions, especially their trust. Everyone messes up, we are only human.. But it's definitely not necessary to keep doing it over and over again. "Everyone deserves a second chance" That's bullcrap because sometimes people really aren't sorry, they really don't care and their only going to do it again. Don't believe everything you hear, because half of it may be just a big huge fat lie. Some people can't stand the thought of trusting others due to what others have done, I know some people that think you shouldn't let other people affect you that badly but sometimes it's not all easy to do, but very easy to say. Once you're heart has truely been broken, you'll know. 70% of people who say they have had their heart broke, have only had a serious emotional breakdown. Something's that cause real heartbreak is losing a loved one, or a dear friend. Not someone breaking up with you after 2 weeks. Get serious about things. Some people do this just for attention, well all it is, is negative attention. Some naive people think girls are the only ones that ever get hurt, that's not the truth. Guys have hearts too and their feelings can be hurt just as bad as their's.. 

Any person on the face of this earth can be taken away from you in the blink of an eye, no matter the situation, whether it'll be something as simple as a move, or something as tragic as a death. 

Well, thats enough about OTHER people, it's not being self-centered but you should think about yourself sometimes.. 

Trust - 
You don't have to give anyone your trust, you can make them earn it, or you can take it away when they give you the reason. Everyone deserves ONE chance to show you their worth it, that they are really worth calling them your friend. 

Sympathy - 
having sympathy is a great thing. When you can have sympathy for another person, you're in pretty good shape, but be careful they could be setting you up to fail. Don't think this about every living soul but just be cautious with some. You, as a person and a human being know when someone is just no good, It's your intuition, your gut feeling. Believe in yourself and your thoughts. 

Happiness - 
Your happiness should be one of the top 5 things on you're "must do" list. You're happiness is just as important as eating everyday. If you're not happy, then most of the time, no one around you is. You're mood can rub off on people, very quickly and very easily.. If you're doing something to make someone else happy, but you know that it's no good for you, then don't do it. I can understand doing some things to make others happy. We ALL know what it's like to care for another person so much, that their happiness is all you care about but always be careful doing such things. If it's not healthy for you, or it messes with your head, then by all means do not ever feel obligated to do it. People can't hurt you unless you let them hurt you. 


THE BASIC POINT - was take no person, or luxary for granted cause they can be taken away! Treat people as you wish to be treated and if you really just can't do that then it's best you don't associate yourself with them. In fact N E V E R involve yourself with someone or something you don't want to be involved with, cause sometimes it's just not worth it. 

THE END:] 

My Mind in Metaphors! =)

It's crazy to think about something so simple as "Life". You just think of how billions of people have been born, lived, and died on the same planet. Think about it, it's as if the same car was passed through the same family, generation after generation, for BILLIONS of years. Would you leave it the same? Or would you get some new tires, a new engine, a fresh new coat of paint, new windows, and some badass subs? I'm thinking the latter, considering we'll be worried about impressing others with our cars the most. So think of it like this; maybe, you can get all of those new things for the world, year after year, just like the car, and constantly make it newer? Better?

That, right there, is enough motivation to make tomorrow better for somebody, for me, for my family, for the people I love. So yes, if I only had 10 pounds, and you wanted/needed 10, I'd give it to you. Friendship. It's what I believe in. It's what keeps me going everyday. I try to tell every person I know that he/she is amazing, and address every adult with respect. I think of them like OG's. You'd show the higher generation respect if they had guns, wouldn't you? Well, if they had guns, wouldn't you be wishing they didn't? That's what mothers and fathers are. OG's without guns. Consider yourselves lucky you have it THIS easy.

There are a lot of girls, guys, whatever out there that think they've found love, tried it out, and ended up heartbroken. It's terrible, because every heartbroken person breaks another heart, and so forth. That will end up in the world being a brokenhearted place, and I just can't have that.
Think of it like this; Your life is one giant puzzle. You search and search to find the right pieces that fit your life perfectly. You have house pieces, car pieces, clothes pieces, job pieces, and love pieces. There are a lot of love pieces, considering how much love is in the world. If you try a piece on a Jigsaw puzzle and it doesn't fit, you put it down and try another. You don't sit there and whine, cry, and sulk about it. It'll be okay. Yes, you can miss them, but if they broke up with you or caused you to leave them, then why are they worth your sadness and pain? YOU are #1 on YOUR priority list. Not some dude. Some hoe. YOU. That means when someone besides your family hurts you, keep in mind they don't HAVE to be in your life. So why not push them out? It seems totally necessary to me, and to you too if you think about it. That will result in you being surrounded by people that love you and make you happy, not a dark cloud of pain.
Screw pain! <3

So, yeah. I thought of making this blog a long one. :)

 bye bye.  ♥

Back on track(:

For a second there, I thought I won't be able to blog today. But apparently, I'm using an iPhone, oh well.

By the way Terry ( if you'll be reading this today ), I'm sorry for signing off earlier today without a goodbye, I got disconnected and had to go to my granny's. Sorry hun!x

So, this won't be a long blog.... But I'll try my best to keep it interesting!

Tomorrow and after tomorrow's gonna be fun, considering I have 2 PE lessons and Sports day afterwards.

You know, I'm not much of a sports person. It's not really my thing. But I like participating with others. Sort of...

The reason I stopped playing sports is because of this accident that happened to me when I was about, 8.
I was riding my electric scooter one summer day with my sister and she was the one driving
it..

We were in a compound in the North Coast. So basically, over there, there's plenty of road bumps. I do not know why, but there is.. She was driving real fast. So, we fell. I fell first and broke my front teeth... It was awful.

So anyway, I know that doesn't really have anything to do with sports. But I always feel like something bad will happen.

But, sports day isn't that bad so I'm sure nothing terrible will happen to me. :P

Well, bye now!"

Can I brag for a minute?

I just want to brag about how lucky I am to have such incredible friends.

I want to inform everyone in this living-world how amazing my friends, and family are.

I be-friend people very easily, but the feelings aren't always the same...

Inside of me, I have a few cherished in my heart. Others are just people who I like talking to, or hanging out with. But my close friends are everything to me.

I have a few friends from many countries and I'm so grateful I got to know them. I know others that attend school with me, everyday... We're always together. Talking about absolutely anything that always seems to amuse us.

But, I hate the people I go to school with, some of them I would love to strangle the hell out of, and I plan to if I would catch them in a dark alley or a small space, that would be suitable to dump their body, where it could then decay, and maggots could feed until your bones disintegrate into nothing, and there's nothing left... I know that sounds harsh, but everyone has a little evil in them, right?

Truth be told, they don't really "bully" me or anything. Just annoy. It's a very normal thing here in Egypt, but it's not for me!

I hate it when people just "try" and annoy me or my friends. It pisses me off like crazy.

So, anyway. The conclusion of this blog is; I don't care who the hell you are. Annoy my friends. Die....

Kbye. ♥