Change is something you can always count on.

I'm really tired of seeing so much ungratefulness and griping. 

I guarantee that your life could be a lot more difficult than what it is.

Wait until you're out of highschool, and out of your parents house. Then you'll have to worry about having a job, paying rent, and bills. 

Stop arguing about what you don't have and cherish what you do have. 
 
Stop saying people treat you like crap, stop and think how you treat them. 
 
You should stop worrying about who hates you and start worrying about why you even care. 
 
You should also be glad that you have parents instead of whining about how much they won't let you do, maybe they are just looking out for you? 

I say this because I have changed who I am over the past month. I'm sick of peoples arguing and griping, and everything else. I care about who likes me, I don't care about who doesn't like me. 
 
I just don't have enough time to care about that anymore.

I don't talk crap behind peoples back, I don't make up rumors. And I damn sure don't lie. And I don't have any desire to associate myself with people who do any of these things. 
Just saying. >.<

"Gotta get down on Friday!"

Hi again. I'm sorry the past blog was extremely short. It wasn't even interesting to read.
I think this one will be as short too cause I'm using my Blackberry, not my PC. 




The weather was quite fine today, my brother fed our farm donkey and it was cute. xD


He has always been a huge fan of animals, but that's kinda obvious 'cause all babies like that kind of thing...


I wish I had an interesting topic to talk about today, but I sadly don't.


My Irish friend told me she'll finish school in May 4th! Can you believe it? We still have 1-2 months to go.


I'm kind of jealous now. But okay!




Can you tell I'm spacing a lot to make this blog look longer? I'm sure you do. I try to be tricky but I always seem to fail.


Hope you're going to have a great Easter with your family and friends and pets, all that.


Bye! 

Nature is God.

I love nature. It's kind of cold here, but I love that kind of weather.
I'm excited for tomorrow because we'll go to a near-by store and buy food for Easter and so forth.
I feel this will be a fun week-end considering I'm with my whole family...
I hope you're having fun Terry!
I watched a few episodes of Glee season 2, and I totally like em.
Also, I started watching Buffy. :P
So, that's cool too...
Then someone sent me this and it touched my heart...:')

LITTLE GIRL DOESN'T WANT TO SEE SGT. DADDY LEAVE FOR IRAQ

Some things are just not allowed when soldiers are standing in formation. One of them is 4-year-old girls. 

However, there was no soldier stern enough to pry Paige Bennethum of Laureldale, Pa. from her father as he prepared to leave last July for a year-long deployment in Iraq. 

Abby Bennethum captured her daughter's emotions in a photograph that she passed along to the Reading Eagle, the newspaper in Berks County, Pa. The image immediately captured many other people's emotions. 

Army Reserve Staff Sgt. Brett Bennethum was preparing to depart from Fort Dix, N.J., for Iraq, leaving behind his pregnant wife and two little girls. His family was there to see him off. His commanding officer didn't have the heart to tell Paige she had to let go of her daddy. 

"I didn't want to let go of him," she told NBC Philadelphia. 

Sgt. Bennethum, 30, is scheduled to return home next July. Until then, he's transporting supplies across the Iraqi border. He serves with the 733rd Transportation Company based in Reading, Pa.

Sad right?

Anyway, good bye now.

Happy almost Easter! ♥

I have no idea what I'll be doing this week-end.
No, actually I do. I'm going to my grandparents' farm for 2 nights to celebrate Easter and such.
I think it's going to be fun, considering we bought a large pool and it's sunny over there!
I'm kinda excited actually.
Best thing about is, I'll be coloring the Easter eggs with my sisters and brother then I'll have breakfast with my family, in a place full of clean air and all that jazz.
For once, everything is exactly how I want it to be. I can say I'm truly happy.

Quarter exams are over and we'll be starting the last quarter next week. I'm so excited, I can't wait to get out of school and enjoy my summer even though I have no idea how I'll spend it.

I think our apartment will be done by then (we've been setting a room for my bro and getting rid of furniture we don't really need) so that means: my friends can come sleep-over which is, AWESOME!

I also have to start my SATs this summer. /:
but no problem. At least I'll enjoy some of it.

My English teacher always says: Earlier, the better.
So yeah...

Have a nice day! <3

Bye..;D 

Boredom.

...
Dear Terry,
I don't really know how to tell you this, but our affair is over. I think I realized it when I threw up in your sock drawer while in the mental hospital and I saw you drive over on my father. I'm sure you're cowardly enough to understand how awful you are. I'm returning your false teeth to you, but i'll keep your mom as a memory. You should also know that I always wanted to break your legs and I will haunt you when I’m reincarnated as an Eskimo.
With tears of sadness,
Randa.


LOL.

Here's how you do this:
Dear (somebody you have talked to recently)
I don't really know how to tell you this, but (1). I think I realized it (2)(3) and I saw you (4)(5). I'm sure you're (6) enough to understand (7). I'm returning (8) to you, but I'll keep (9) as a memory. You should also know that and (11)(12)
(Your name)

1) What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - I'm in love with your cat
Red - Our affair is over
White - I’m joining the Convent
Black -Our romance is over
Green- Our socks don't match
Grey - You're a leprechaun
Yellow - I'm selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - Purple hedgehogs want to destroy you
Other -I dislike your eyelashes

2) Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February -When I quoted Forest Gump
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When your dog humped my leg
May - When I finally changed my underwear
June - When you put cuffs on me
July – When I saw the purple monkey
August - When you smacked my ass
September - Last year when you peed your pants
October - When I threw up in your sock drawer
November - When I tripped on peanut butter
December - When we went to the strip club

3) Which food do you prefer right now?
Tacos - In your apartment
Chicken- In your car
Pasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad – As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Lasagna - In your closet
Kebab - With Jean Chrétien
Seafood - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
Other- With George Bush and Stephen Harper

4) What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Ignore
Red - Put whipped cream on
Black - Hit on
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White -Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - bite off
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the pants off of
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive over

5) What's the color of your under-shirt?
Black - My boyfriend
White - My father
Grey – The Catholic Priest
Brown – The Montreal Canadian’s goalie
Purple - My corned beef hash
Red – My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Yellow - My illegitimate child in Ghana
Orange - My Blink 182 cd
Pink – Your ‘My Little Pony’ collection
Other --The elephant in the corner

6) What do you prefer to watch on TV?
One Tree Hill - Senile
Heroes- Frostbitten
Lost - High
Simpsons- Cowardly
The news - Scarred
American Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Open
Top Model - Middle-class
Other -shamed

7) Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you ar\e
Bored - That I get turned on only by garbage men
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed – That we’re related
Excited - That I may pee my pants
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford sucks
Apathetic - That you need a sex-change
Silly - That I'm allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly - That Santa doesn't exist
Ashamed - That there is no solution to you being a dumb kid
Other - That your driving sucks

8) What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - The pictures from Vegas
Black - Your pet rock
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - Your car
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your Hannah Montana underwear

9) The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your old drivers license
C/D - Your photo with the mustache drawn on it
E/F - Your neighbors dog
G/H - The oil tank from your car
I/J - Your left ear
K/L - The results of that blood-sample
M/N - Your glass eye
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X – Your sucide note
Y/Z - Your credit cards

10) The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Always wanted to break your legs
C/D - Always will remember the pep talks
E/F -Never will forget that night
G/H – Will not tell the authorites that you stole the whale from the backyard.
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Hate your hair
M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose poaching
O/P - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
Q/R - Get sick when I think of your feet
S/T - Hate your cooking
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven’t showered in a month
Y/Z – am better off without you

11) What do you prefer to drink?
Wine- Our friendship is ruined
Soft drink – I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon
Soda – I will haunt you when I’m reincarnated as an Eskimo
Milk - The apartment building is on fire
Water – I'm scratching my butt as you read this
Cider– I have a passionate interest for mice
Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world war.
Snapple/Vitamin water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked out
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird
Whiskey - I love Oprah Winfrey
Beer – Thanks for the Cocaine
Other – you should stop picking your nose

12) To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations
Australia - Greetings to your frog Leonard
USA - Love always
Spain - With tears of sadness
China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don’t hurt me
Japan - Go milk a cow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
France - Best of luck on the sex change
Egypt – Kiss my butt
England - Go drown yourself


Don't really know what else to write, because I have nothing to say. But, yeah, that made me laugh. :P

I wish I was in kindergarten again.

I have this hurt, and it's really not cool.
It's the kind of hurt that never goes away.
It's the kind of hurt that crawls under your skin.
It's the kind of hurt you get when you open that brand new box of crayons, and your favorite color is broken.
It's the kind of hurt that you get when you REALLY want that new toy and you run down the stairs on Christmas morning hoping to see that "Santa Clause" brought it, and it's just not there, and you search and search, but you can't find it.
It's the kind of hurt that you get when you fall off the monkey bars on the playground, and it doesn't physically hurt, but everyone is laughing and that embarrassment just...hurts.
It's the kind of hurt that you get when your teacher tells you that you are the helper for the day, and you can pass out all the papers, but then she calls on that other girl or boy.
It's the kind of hurt that you get when you're friend tells you she hates you.
It's the kind of hurt that is so annoying, like when you are laying down on that extremely uncomfortable mat inbetween the girl that gets up every five minutes to go to the bathroom, and the boy that has WAY too many stuffed animals and they roll over and hit you in the face.
It's the kind of hurt that grows on you.
It's the kind of hurt you wish you could let go, but no matter how much you ignore it, or how hard you push it away, it just won't leave you, and it pokes at you like the kid in the seat on your left.
It's the kind of hurt you feel when someone just won't listen to you, and you are crying and your tears are staining your blushed cheeks and they just won't listen and they don't believe you and it hurts.
It's the kind of hurt you feel when you are at the doctor, getting the first memorable shots, and that prick hurts so bad, and you can't stop crying until you get that cool dinosaur band-aid, but even then, it still hurts.
It's the kind of hurt that you feel when you are so close to winning the spelling bee and this is your word and you know it and you spell "ade" instead of "aid" and you go sit on the swings and cry because you wanted to show that golden trophy to your dad so bad when he came home from out of town.
It's the kind of hurt you feel when you spill mango juice on your BRAND new shirt.
It's the kind of hurt you feel all the time.
It's the kind of hurt that gives you nightmares.
It's the kind of hurt that never goes away.
It's the kind of hurt that makes you cry yourself to sleep at night.
It's the kind of hurt that hurts more than anything else.
I wish I was in kindergarten again, but even then, that hurt would follow me.

Facebook, you've ruined us all.

This weekend has totally been a pain on my neck practically because I've been studying many subjects and barely having time to do anything.


So, I'd just like to point out something about Facebook...


I love how people try to be real, and try to "say it like it is."
It's not just what you say, it is how you say it.
But what I love the most, is how people think being real is being the best on a social networking website.
You've broken off the ways of communication.
Letters, phones, and even in person.
It's all about the number between the two parentheses in the bottom right-hand corner.
I miss seeing an envelope adressed to me.
I miss people saying, I'll call you later. Now everyone says, I'll send you an inbox.
And where did peoples names go?
*******Imsocool*******, *********Fre$hB0y******, and *******SexyGurl****, what is wrong with you?
If you were so cool, you wouldn't need to put that in your name because people would already know that you are cool, so you are obviously trying to convince someone. And Fre$hB0y? Shouldn't you be on a date with SexyGurl? Wait no, you are too busy clicking your mouse and trying to figure out which relationship status to comment on next.
Thank you so much for tagging people in these pictures of your lips puckered up Really love that picture. Why take so many pictures of yourself? Do you really think that people will sit down and click 4,543 times just to look at your face over and over again? No one really cares.
Why do people believe that whoever has 223,433 friends on facebook is the most popular? You aren't popular, I'm sorry. You are just anticipating the next like green man on your screen. You can't WAIT to click accept.
Facebook? What have you done to the world?
Why can't we go to the pet store and buy some cute animal, rather than making a fake one on here?
Why can't we call our grandparents and go to their farm, instead of wasting time creating an imaginary one?
You've hypnotized us.
We are all conformists.
And you are probably thinking to yourself, for those of you that are reading this, if you feel so strongly about this subject then why are you on facebook?
I could blame it on an addiction, but the truth is, we all know that these things matter to us.
Nermeen, I respect you for not having a facebook, although you will never see this.
So as I stare at this blue and white world, I think I must pull myself from this illusion and go work on something that matters.
Facebook, you've ruined me.
You've ruined my friends.
You've ruined my teachers!
So thank you for that, thank you for everything you've done for me.
In other words, thank you for nothing.